January 2, 2011

我在柏林的那十天

時間不似以日子計算,更像是找不到起點,結尾晦暗不明的夢境。誰說了什麼,誰沒說了什麼,我無法確定。也曾一次又一次想做些什麼,頻繁報平安,積極捎信,著手靜待回覆的關心。但全滯緩,仍靜待。每一回燃起的衝勁,像緩慢上升的體溫,還沒眨眼,就轉眼散去。

我冷,我手麻,我腦漿凝滯。屋簷融化的雪滴在相機蓋上,待拭去,卻已成薄冰。我也困在這冰裡,手腳縮著,頭壓迫著,頸部僵直,沒有辦法思考。空白,是我的極限。

我記得:始終望著的腳底踩過的雪,微弱但扎實的聲音;受到兩層手套無用保護,反覆凍到無知覺的雙手;迎面刺骨到不知道上輩子欠了誰的寒風;溫暖的美術館;無法提供暢快溫飽的耶誕市集;單薄躍進雪海的表演者;滿街應是暖暖包做的的絲襪小妞。

希望沒有辜負Frankfurt Allee的盛情招待。如果能在頭腦更清醒的時候認識你們就好了。

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7 Responses to “”

  1. Valeria Says:

    Sounds like you had a freezing yet unforgettable trip. I remember freezing til I (nearly) lost all ability think to Heidelberg…XD But looking back, it was worth it~

    Ah, well, Taiwan is freezing cold now anyway, and mind you, we don’t have heaters in the houses! XD

    Happy new year!!

    • Valeria Says:

      oops, that was “…think ‘in’ Heidelburg”.

      It’s too cold here!! XD

      • afryfan Says:

        ha i understand perfectly how weather can affect people~~

        yes, it’ll definitely be a memory i’ll never forget….still, i can stand 0 to minus single digit temperature. but minus 17!!!!!! i was not myself at all!!! (or i should say, the worst of me….)

  2. mel Says:

    德國好可憐。妳都已經不喜歡他了。

  3. dada Says:

    照片好美@@


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